I was thinking… and am arrogant enough to believe that others want to read all about it. I'm a Brooklyn girl from a big loving and dysfunctional family. 600 miles away, making a home with the love of my life. These are my thoughts, my stories, my art. Enjoy!!!

Friday, February 18, 2011

My Blood

This love volatile
Yet purely true
To love you
With all I have
And All I... am… not

Nothing for you
Nothing
I would not do

The line between love
and obsessed connection
Is truly thin
We go in and out
Between these lines
We cross over… and… in

Your scent
My sick obsession
My kryptonite
My physical defection

Honesty is a virtue
But humor me with a lie
Tell me I’m all you need
That you’ll always love
Only me
For all that I am
For only what you see

To wake up in your arms
Is like to be reborn
Your arms give me life
And yet my dreams
From me torn

In the beginning
You can’t imagine an end
Then you’re so strung out
Your love the lure
Reaching for an out
Unable to find a cure

You’re the adrenalin
In… my… veins
Your love makes me
Who…I…am
Together we fly
Crash and burn
Together we die

We’ve created this mess
Together
It’s not just you
Or only me
This kayos was created
We

The more I love you
The deeper I fall
Slowly loosing who I am
Long ago gone is me
And departed is who
You thought you’d be

What we have
Is beautiful
It’s bad
What we created
Is mad
Together we’ve made
Something real
Something sad

Never thought
I’d ever love this way
To hell and back
Regardless of how you’d fair
I’d do it all again
For you are… my… air

I need you never
But can’t let go
This sinking ship is ours
We created it together
And refuse to surrender

So we are both prisoners
Prisoners of this love
Behind these bars
Buried and forgotten

My blood flows
Only for you
You surge thru my veins
Like a disease
And the cure to my pain

You’re my affliction
My love
My addiction